Why do I Cheat?
Why do I cheat? Man I don’t know if there is one clear cut reason.
But it seems like every time I find a great, hot woman to love me that I love back everything is perfect and I am a changed man…for a couple of months…Then my mind starts thinking about my ex. The girl in line at the grocery store, the list goes on.
Are we as HUMANS meant to be sexually confined to one person? I mean we are animals after all. I know there is no harm in looking. For me however, it simply doesn’t stop there. I act like I am still single, and I chase women with boosted confidence-since I am already with a woman so it isn’t the end of the world if the woman doesn’t want me too.
A lot of people cheat because they can. I cheat because I can’t help myself physically. I think that willpower exists in some and not in others. Guilt exists in some and not in others. I would say my guilt is short-lived. I get over it quickly, and never sleep with the same woman twice outside of my realtionship.
I wish I could change. I wish I could stop thinking about my Ex. Until I do seek help or change naturally, I have to do what it takes to avoid going crazy and experience different women.
